Jeremiah 31:3

I came across this verse and it totally touched my heart! What an amazing love our Heavenly Father has for us! And what a love to strive for in our lives with our family, friends, and everyone in this world. I feel this love for our lost angel baby as well as our rainbow baby! 


I have loved you with a love that lasts forever. I have kept on loving you with faithful love. Jeremiah 31:3


Once again I am reminded of His faithfulness! Happy Tuesday everyone!

giver of life

We sang these words again at church today...and just as they touched me the first time I heard them, they touched me even more today. I hope you read the words and see the significance for me. I'm so thankful for the Lord and His faithfulness to us!


Who, oh Lord, could save themselves, 
Their own soul could heal? 
Our shame was deeper than the sea 
Your grace is deeper still 

Who, oh Lord, could save themselves, 
Their own soul could heal? 
Our shame was deeper than the sea 
Your grace is deeper still 

You alone can rescue, You alone can save 
You alone can lift us from the grave 
You came down to find us, led us out of death 
To You alone belongs the highest praise 

You, oh Lord, have made a way 
The great divide You heal 
For when our hearts were far away 
Your love went further still 
Yes, your love goes further still 

You alone can rescue, You alone can save 
You alone can lift us from the grave 
You came down to find us, led us out of death 
To You alone belongs the highest praise 
To You alone belongs the highest praise
To You alone belongs the highest praise

We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 
We lift up our eyes, lift up our eyes 
You’re the Giver of Life 

You alone can rescue, You alone can save 
You alone can lift us from the grave 
You came down to find us, led us out of death 
To You alone belongs the highest praise 
To You alone belongs the highest praise
To You alone belongs the highest praise



I sure am praising Jesus today! But I will not forget the past few months of my life. I think about our baby everyday. Just wanting to hold her (by holding my tummy), talk to her, feel her kick, and imagine what things would be like with her here. And though I'm still sad that she's gone, I'm blessed by what God has shown me through this experience and what He has given me in the process! Thanks to you all for your continued prayers and support.

His Promise...

Yesterday on the way to dinner Jacob and I saw the biggest, most beautiful rainbow. It was a complete rainbow and at some angles it was a double rainbow. I haven't seen a rainbow like this in the "city" since we moved here, 3+ years ago. We were blessed with them more growing up in the "country"!

I felt God's presence all around me. I was amazed and in awe. He was showing me once again that He is right here with us, He won't leave us... He reminded me of His promise to us once again. That rainbow was a sign to me that He is going to give us a healthy, living rainbow baby one day!

I'll leave you with some pics of the beauty...bear in mind it was mostly through car windows with rain drops, and that the rainbow was so big, I couldn't get a single shot of it's entirety. The last one is my favorite. Hope you all enjoy!